Drowning

      Well... hello there! just dropping by? Wish i was....

So. Today is October 26th 2010... and if Gina would not have left me i would be celebrating my 8th wedding anniversary. i have to be honest and say i don't really know how i feel about it. sad... that my son has a broken family. sad... that i couldn't keep my marriage together. sad.

also... i know that she is better off without me in her life. so kinda happy. 

i guess it's just a day to mark my failing as a husband. a day to remember that "every" woman i have truly loved has left me. sad.

    This... in a nutshell... is my life.....

    As the warm afternoon fades to freezing night.

i am still here.

without any of you...

Love.... Captain PirateFace