The best thing about life, Is knowing you put it together

"They look like big strong hands... don't they?"

Water rolls down the skin like tiny beads..
Eyes close so that they might see.
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This sun is a star in someone else's sky
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This moon is making someone cry...
Illum tangendo (touching him)

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"
Updated by, Captain PirateFace

The Captain


This is not an Exit

Never Say Die!!!

"the tigers have found me
and I do not care."

Charles Bukowski

there is no fear here

there is no fear here
there is a fear here

Monday, December 31, 2012

well then... New year.

and this is what my first new years alone is like...

I'm heartbroken and I just don't give a fuck anymore.

I truly hope 2013 is a better year for all of us.

I miss my son.

and I miss the girl who doesn't give a fuck about me.

happy New year.

and fuck you 2012.

love captain pirateface

Thursday, December 27, 2012


people are strange

captain pirateface

 btw merry Xmas and all that bullshit...

I got an Xbox!

Saturday, October 27, 2012

missing my marilyn

I have stopped talking to the girl I have fallen harder for than any other. I miss her so much... and she doesn't even care. The days are long and only set to get longer... I wish she would love me still.

Captain pirateface

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Monday, October 22, 2012


Why is it the women who fall in love with me end up hating me? Am I that fucking terrible?

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Sunday, October 21, 2012

i hate you captain

So... I am about to throw away what I so badly want the most. I would have loved you forever Marilyn.

I would have given you my heart.

Captain pirateface

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Friday, October 12, 2012

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Who the fuck are we?

Sliding in and out of monster mode...
Are we killers and liars?
Blood on the hands and meat on the teeth mode..
Are we lost urban superheros?
I'm taking it all and sobbing it away everyb

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Sunday, October 07, 2012


Walking backwards and in circles again.
Bloody footprints to show where I have been.

I have no hand to hold as I slowly shuffle off to oblivion.
No lips to kiss when the bombs go off.
No lover to hold when I am scared of the things I cannot control.

she isn't even thinking about you anymore.
She doesn't want you.

Yeah... I know.

Captain Pirateface

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Sunday, September 30, 2012

i hate sundays

Every Sunday afternoon/evening I have to bring my son home to his mothers... and every Sunday I come back home, walk in... and cry like a little boy. I miss my son so much when he goes... and the void of loneliness overtakes me every week. Because he is the only person that loves me. And nobody else wants me or wants me around. I miss my little man and I detest feeling so sad and down till Friday when I get to see him again.

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i have found the super team for me...

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Friday, September 21, 2012


Sitting in the shower the water comes down soft and warm... embracing even..
The cold air outside my shower door seems a million miles away.
My bones ache...

Good morning

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Thursday, September 20, 2012


I have missed you all. Needed the break from myself but now am back to harrang the shit outta me!

Broken hearted broken spirit

You lose all sense of decency.
Once you fuck. Once you have been there.
You become animals.
Even after the sweating and heaving and nastiness and slime...
Now you lose the rational thought that kept you sane...

You fucking goddamn idiot... falling in love never saved you.

But you gladly lock it up like a teenage girls diary.

Fuck you kid.

Fuck you.

Much love

Captain PirateFace

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Saturday, September 08, 2012

idiot face

Why can't she love me enough to just be with me?

I don't know Captain. I just don't know.

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Thursday, August 30, 2012


Which sexual position produces the ugliest children?

Ask your mother.

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Sunday, August 26, 2012


So... my parents are leaving for Buffalo NY on Tuesday. This makes me very sad. I have never lived so far from them and I'm not gonna lie... it scares the shit out of me. They are taking the two dogs and two cats as well.
Its going to be a very tough week.

Captain PirateFace

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Tuesday, August 21, 2012


Briana and I aren't together anymore and the heartbreak gets worse by the day and no... I am not ok.

Captain PirateFace

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Going for a few mile morning walk I chill for a moment at a park... a park at the base of Sunrise Mountain. Cudi... you just everywhere I go...

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Monday, July 30, 2012

Aurora Tragedy

When I heard about that bastard killing a bunch of people... doing something I hold very sincere.... seeing a movie on the big screen, I was mortified. All I could think of is I hope somebody gets to enjoy killing that murdering fuck. What a low and cowardice way to attack and kill a bunch of happy, excited people. Of all ages... Six up.

When I see a movie, and I often see them alone... I let the film sink in to my being. I cry, I laugh, I get caught up in the emotional high... and now, it's been taken for a short time.

Not forever though...
as I myself, refuse to let some sick piece of shit have that much power over me. To have that much control of my fear... hell no.

I did finally see "The Dark Knight Rises" it's a very upsetting flick. very tense... very hard to watch, with an amazing last five min that redeems all the uncomfort and panic. What an amazing trilogy...

I walked out not thinking about him (the pigfucker coward child killing piece of shit) at all,

nope my thoughts were exactly...

"I can't wait to see that again" and " Banes voice is kinda cool to listen to"


Captain PirateFace
Long Live Cinema!

My Evil little Memes

Please re-use these "everywhere"

Luv,,, zee capitan

How can you save me when you can't save yourself?

"nothing can save
it keeps the walls

Charles Bukowski