The best thing about life, Is knowing you put it together

"They look like big strong hands... don't they?"

Water rolls down the skin like tiny beads..
Eyes close so that they might see.
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This sun is a star in someone else's sky
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This moon is making someone cry...
Illum tangendo (touching him)

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"
Updated by, Captain PirateFace

This is not an Exit

Never Say Die!!!





























"the tigers have found me
and I do not care."

Charles Bukowski



there is no fear here

there is no fear here
there is a fear here

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

sanity

These days

I look at the scars on my hands
only half remembering the battles.
I stare in the mirror looking at the laughlines
and the little grey hairs that mix in with the brown.
I feel my age
I feel my heart
I feel I should put the pen down..
I am breathing in life
and
breathing out death
Smiling and crying inside at the same time
all the time.


Captain Pirateface


So? What defines sanity?
How often we are real and honest?
Or how often we fake it?

Cried in the shower this morning and couldn't figure out why.
Sane or insane?
Who fucking knows..

Thursday, December 05, 2013

Tuesday, December 03, 2013


Wolves

My wolves are at me again
Tearing me up
Ripping out my guts
My insides
And people are finally paying for the show.
Bastards.
My blood is black and my heart still beats as it is swallowed whole.
My wolves are choking..
My wolves are still very hungry.
And the next day we repeat the process.
My wolves and I
Eating me up as I watch them eat 
Gladly feeding them forever and ever...

Captain PirateFace

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Monday, November 25, 2013

Hello y wonderful people! Anybody still with me here? I have not abandoned you all nor have I abandoned Pornography on the radio... Just been off the grid for the last 6 months is all. no net. no phone. no cable. And I have come out with a new understanding of who I am... who Captain PirateFace is... I m a bad motherfucker and I m really starting to like me again... not "Love" but like.. small steps baby small steps.

Thursday, March 07, 2013


so..

what up dog?

Tomorrow night... new poetry. no fucking joke.

Peace

Captain Pirateface



Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Lips Manless

So.... what up night crawlers?

I am desperately trying to box up some pain and loss. It's cool. by the time I am an old man I will be the strongest mother fucker on the planet.... because, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?

I am going to try and live a happier life for me. And that is and up and down thing ain't it?

Maybe I need meds again?

we shall see.

I miss talking to myself on this blog. all my non readers.


love
 Captain Pirateface

Thursday, January 17, 2013

another night of fisting my soul

I hate my life all but two and a half days a week.

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How can you save me when you can't save yourself?

"nothing can save
you
except
writing.
it keeps the walls
from
failing."

Charles Bukowski