The best thing about life, Is knowing you put it together

"They look like big strong hands... don't they?"

Water rolls down the skin like tiny beads..
Eyes close so that they might see.
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This sun is a star in someone else's sky
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This moon is making someone cry...
Illum tangendo (touching him)

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"
Updated by, Captain PirateFace

This is not an Exit

Never Say Die!!!





























"the tigers have found me
and I do not care."

Charles Bukowski



there is no fear here

there is no fear here
there is a fear here

Sunday, February 11, 2007

A TRICK? A RUSE?


This and That
_________________________________________________________


This life.


My wife sleeps quietly as I type away at this computer.

She drifts in and out of consciousness and prays to god I don't climb into our bed.

Two reasons...
one, she is disgusted by me.
two, I snore too loud.

She dreams of a better life.

I dream of one I can survive and tolerate.
I guess the truth remains, at least we have our dreams.


This face


Fat and swollen..

pockmarked and sad.

it screams cover me.

it screams hide me.

I cannot oblige it though.

It's my only defense in this world.


This heart

Whats left of it.

Eaten away and broken.

Pulled at and tugged at.

stopped.
Dipped in steel.

Now it just gets dented on a daily basis.



This soul


Leaves my body and explores strange and wonderful things.

I never get to know what though, as we are not on speaking terms anymore.
It's been pissed off at me for sometime.
I just say, "Get in line"

Probably not the best response...

but what can I say...
I really don't have much to work with now do I?


This child


This reason.

This perfection.

This love of mine.

This way to go on.

This angel.

This holy terror.
This, the best thing I have ever created.

And nothing will ever come so close to wonderful.

And nobody can take that away from me.








Sleep tight don't let the bedbugs bite...

Captain PirateFace

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How can you save me when you can't save yourself?

"nothing can save
you
except
writing.
it keeps the walls
from
failing."

Charles Bukowski