So... can't sleep... i wonder why??? oh i know....
Sometimes i think restlessness and insomnia and night terrors is just a way of purging the bullshit in my mind.
my insecurities, my failings, my nerves... all peeled away layer by layer... i just hope i turn out okay when i run out of layers... :)
Played in the rain with my boy tonight... what a cool little man... he is getting bigger and smarter by the day.. makes me feel a wee bit older... and so proud that such a dumb bastard such as i can have a hand in creating the coolest little boy on the planet... your kids are all cool and all but mine.... "Badass" ;) ;)
Hey! Here's some Rentals!
and the blood is pumping into the veins