..?..

so. went to bed sad. woke up sad. fuck me i hate depression... my favorite answer to the question i have never asked is "Why don't you just try and be happy?" my response.. "Why don't you all just try and not be assholes?" "Hmm?"

whatever

i woke up feeling sad and irrational... then mean... then sad again.
i am sure it partially has to do with missing and not seeing my lady for the last few days...

i am just a big fat moody fuck i guess.




below the waterline 


can't focus...
through the water's ripples.
clear water with flecks of green moss.
wish i could see past the water line...
and figure out who's drowning me.





















in the end just say fuck it

fuck it.