i woke up feeling sad and irrational... then mean... then sad again.
i am sure it partially has to do with missing and not seeing my lady for the last few days...
i am just a big fat moody fuck i guess.
below the waterline
through the water's ripples.
clear water with flecks of green moss.
wish i could see past the water line...
and figure out who's drowning me.
in the end just say fuck it