spent the better part of the morning crying in the bathroom...
fuck.
it
i invited people over for my birthday last night.. nobody came.
so pathetic its almost silly.
i guess she went out and got a new tatoo last night... i didnt want to know, but was informed regardless. everytime i think about her i miss her...
i dont fucking care what her new tatoo is and i dont want to know. at all.
i have decided last night i give up... not that i plan on suicide, i just give up on people.
i try to not be alone and make new friends but always end up by myself. like last night.
i will now go through life understanding and trying to embrace the fact that i an an unloved, unloveable cave troll.
heres a poem!
The Secret of Life.
run.
fuck it all
love,
Captain PirateFace
"I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often." — Charles Bukowski (Tales of Ordinary Madness)
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Meet The Captain...
- Captain PirateFace
- Las Vegas, Nevada, United States
- Freelance Writer. Poet. Lover and Fighter. Pirate of Sin City waters. I dig night time, oceans and being hopelessly in love with my son. A Ninja with a deadly ninja pinch. _____________________________ From the dawn of civilization, he has existed in order to undermine it. His only enemy is the status quo. His only friend is chaos. He has no government ties and unlimited resources. If something goes wrong, he is the cause. Every corner of the earth is under his surveillance. If you do it, he will see it. Always. he believe's the powerful should be made less powerful. He has heard the voice of society, begging him to destabilize it. He is Captain PirateFace (slightly altered and stolen from the most amazing and excellent "Upright Citizens Brigade")
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You should call me more often. My cell phone is actually kind of like a crisis hot line.
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