The best thing about life, Is knowing you put it together

"They look like big strong hands... don't they?"

Water rolls down the skin like tiny beads..
Eyes close so that they might see.
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This sun is a star in someone else's sky
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This moon is making someone cry...
Illum tangendo (touching him)

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"
Updated by, Captain PirateFace

The Captain


This is not an Exit

Never Say Die!!!

"the tigers have found me
and I do not care."

Charles Bukowski

there is no fear here

there is no fear here
there is a fear here

Monday, June 11, 2007

nosebleed and sunshine

Fuck it up PirateFace
Fuck it up PirateFace
Fuck it up PirateFace
Fuck it up!


Blockbuster Films
Parks overcrowded with assholes blocking my kid when he wants to slide.


A message to the wife:
"Don't you tell me how I feel... you don't know just how I feel."
nine inch nails "I do not want this"
(She doesn't read my blog.... so don't worry about her getting mad at me. My art form means "fuck all" to her, so she does not go out of her way to actually read my shit. oh yeah by the way... go see her Show at the TAO Gallery on July 5th 2007. for more info go to her myspace page,

if i had one wish... i would wish my son and i away from all the people that keep holding us back.

I want to take a moment to congratulate my cousin Shazia. She is graduating from collage
this weekend. (I was supposed to be there but selfish people have prevented this from happening) She and her sister are the success story of our family. See, our family's motto is usually "Crash and burn and take out as many fuckers as you can on the way out". She is not one of those people. As far as hearts go, she has one of the absolute kindest. Proof is in the pudding dear reader, think about it... if she wasn't a kind person how on earth could she put up with me?
Anyhow, to see her amazing personality sparkle just go visit her blogspot @

Close your eyes tight my son.

I will hold you close to me as long as you want.
As long as you let me.
I will shield you and protect you from this world.
And when the times are rough...
Close your eyes tight my son.
Find solace in the moment...
like daddy had always done
and just close your eyes tight.

The pain of growing up comes fast.
All beginning with those damn beasts that bite into a person in adolescence.
The beast's of love and of stress.
It's all an elaborate set-up.
And the day you come to realize that these things are set to happen
for the rest of your life...
to make you ready for this unfair world.
Close your eyes tight my son.
But the hardest part now my boy...
is knowing that you have to open them back up again.

I sit here in darkness thinking,
thinking of the things that men fear that tears away little peaces of soul.
And it almost becomes unbearable when heartbreak and stress are joined by
that poison word... regret.
I close my eyes tight, my son.
And I hold on to that temporary sanity,
The thought of you.

at my feet my soul lays dead

when you took out your knives and stabbed strait for my heart...
you missed.
plunging your weapon deep into this frail soul of mine.
now dead at my feet.
now i wonder?
did it step in to save my life
see an opportunity to be rid of me.

that is all i am "allowed" to write tonight as i am being ordered to bed.

life is just fuckin' awesome....yeah right

Captain PirateFace


Benjamin Hall said...

Hope you are doing alright buddy.

Anonymous said...

O, john

How can you save me when you can't save yourself?

"nothing can save
it keeps the walls

Charles Bukowski