The best thing about life, Is knowing you put it together

"They look like big strong hands... don't they?"

Water rolls down the skin like tiny beads..
Eyes close so that they might see.
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This sun is a star in someone else's sky
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This moon is making someone cry...
Illum tangendo (touching him)

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"
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The Captain

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This is not an Exit

Never Say Die!!!

"the tigers have found me
and I do not care."

Charles Bukowski

there is no fear here

there is no fear here
there is a fear here

Monday, February 20, 2012

i know that everything sucks.

So... I almost broke my knuckles this weekend. I punched a heavy wooden furniture item and it was much stronger than I and clearly the victor. So... suffice to say I am a fucking moron. I am tired and sad... what's new right? I have come to the conclusion that I am just... tired. Beat the fuck down. Nobody who loves me can tell me why they love me... its like they just do so because they are supposed too. And those that say they love me can't seem to stand to be around me. I'm fucking up again lately... I don't want to speak it aloud... but I am fucking up.

God help me.

What of my girlfriend you ask?

What girlfriend?

The girl I love recently lost somebody close to her and its hurting her deeply. All I can do is stand aside and be there.... hopefully she doesn't forget me.

Everyone is going away and I am powerless to stop them.

I can't write anymore tonight...

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How can you save me when you can't save yourself?

"nothing can save
it keeps the walls

Charles Bukowski