The best thing about life, Is knowing you put it together

"They look like big strong hands... don't they?"

Water rolls down the skin like tiny beads..
Eyes close so that they might see.
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This sun is a star in someone else's sky
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This moon is making someone cry...
Illum tangendo (touching him)

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"
Updated by, Captain PirateFace

The Captain

Loading...
There was an error in this gadget

This is not an Exit

Never Say Die!!!





























"the tigers have found me
and I do not care."

Charles Bukowski

there is no fear here

there is no fear here
there is a fear here

Thursday, September 15, 2011

I seem to be falling? I played myself...

So.


A good friend of mines mother passed away two Saturdays ago. She was driving to Northern Nevada to see her boyfriend and she had a blowout... lost control of the car and it flipped. Her service was last weekend. I have known this lady since I was a teenager and it's just heartbreaking she is gone. Never before had I ever met a more patient and kind mother. 


Just isn't right at all...







Also,

Here is the status on "The Filthy Whore"

My head gasket is blown... since I am not a "car guy" let me explain to you in term's you and I can understand... "My car is fucked." end of story.

The "Filthy Whore" may not sail again... who knows?





Also, no money no honey.









i feel like i just can't do enough. i can't fix enough. i can't love right enough.
i met the girl of my dreams and still find myself slipping into terrible depression...
i don't wan't prescription anti-depressants.. i don't wan't to self medicate.

i just want a step towards normalcy.

my parents are going through shit.
most of my extended family are self serving selfish pricks.
my friends are sporadic and few

it's getting harder every day to smile through the pain.

Captain PirateFace




No comments:

How can you save me when you can't save yourself?

"nothing can save
you
except
writing.
it keeps the walls
from
failing."

Charles Bukowski