Just in case I don't get to say it later. Love you all. have a safe and happy new year. I will be spending my new years kiss with my dreammgirl. See ya next yr!

Thanks mom and dad..... really.... not that my holidays couldn't have gotton more fucked. Thanks for messing it all up.

Maniac

(2/2) ;-)
Love, Captain PirateFace

(1/2) And without sounding like a dick... I hope the holidays treat you all well... and if not well at least gently.
Life isn't shit all the time... just most

People ask why I take so long in the restroom. Sometimes its panic attacks... sometimes crying... sometimes it feels like the only safe place I know.

Wish I could stop crying.

(2/2) weep like a little boy...

Captain Pirateface

(2/2) weep like a little boy...

Captain Pirateface

(1/2) I give up. You win sadness.... you win. I picked an enemy I could not beat.

No grown man should feel this sad so often.

No grown man should have to

My god

Anybody remember this place?

The hunchback

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I dont know how much more i can take...

I dont know how much

I dont know how much more i can take...

Here is an honest try....

Have a good Wednesday.... I will give it my best.

The Captain

The place i realized that everyone lies and is selfish. People are mean. adults screw up kids. That i will always look for the good in everything and always.... Always end up let down and dissapointed. I can only make me better... Nobody else... With the exception of my son. I can make me better and the better i am and be. Of corse. come the more it will hurt when i get stabbed in the back or lied to or taken advantnage of. And it will happen again and again and again... I just realized this just here and just now at this place.

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"Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad."

"Every man has his secret

"Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad."

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Gabriel enjoying some die antwoord.

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in heaven... everything is fine.

everybody goes even those who fall behind.

just can't seem to hold on....

stupid 

I close my ears and hear the sound of the blood pumping in my veins.
I hear a low muffled cry, a soft and covered sobbing...
coming from my own stupid mouth.
My eyes close cutting off tear trails as they lazily fall from my face and into my soul.
Stupid loving heart.
You can see she doesn't really exist.
But you stumble blindly forward grasping and reaching for that moment...
where she loves you with but a touch.
But she is transparent... she isn't real.
Loving a ghost.
I sit on the shore watching for my ship to finally come in and take me away...
On rough waters I watch as my ship sinks in the darkness in sight of land...
as my heart takes the plunge.
Beating until it bursts.







Green Eyes

bursting with raw emotion
her kiss is a tangle of tongue and love
she is my poison
and I drink fully and willingly.
She is my hopes and dreams
she is my downfall.
at least it will last a little while...
























Music

My Actor boy

So.. I say to Gabriel... Make a "dissapointed" face... This is what i got.

Pure B.S.!!! Brought to you by a whiny bitch!

Pure unrefined bullshit. I am so sick of it.

This deer was eating my shirt....

not my dick...

Captain PirateFace

?

It must be dumb question night... Anybody else?

road trippin'

Yay! Bonnie Springs here we come!

Ninja Boy

My ninja boy

Fatman Strength!

This is how one holds up a wall.

fat man strength.

captain pirateface

I wish i was anybody but me

I wish i was anybody but me right now. I dont know if i can get through this day.

Getting ready for the afternoon, good ol bike ride to brianas. Can you see me smiling fuckers?

Do or do not

What a sad...tired face. With elf hair.

Maniac.

Captains...

Of the world.

Supah John!

Yay!

Gabriel. Mountain tamer.

Cobraaaaaaaa!

...........

Gabriel. Yo Joe!

The boy...

Gabriel

Gabriel...

Taking a pee...

Briana...

After her asian tour.

Cross cultures...

Briana photographing the asians.

Yep

See... I told you so. Turkey death.

.....

Hmm?

Here it is... The middle of the night and i find a picture of my buddy Tony on the floor... Hmmm?

"Infinitus est numerus stultorum"

"Infinitus est numerus stultorum" wink wink

daddy

My father once beat a buffalo to death with bare hands and then ate the still beating heart... He cried later that night...

no he didn't

Bananananas

Dang. Quick like a tigercat this one!

Attacked. And i had come in peace...

Now blinded! I almost lose balance and fall to my doom. She is a wiley one.

The discovery...

I am discovered! I must holld my ground and take photographic proof that my girlfriend is indeed... A cyclops.

Sneak attack one

I am ninja. She hear nothing but air and television and phone device. I am kitten like in my sneak.

pushaw!

At work... Hardly working.

The darkness is coming...

The storm is dark and creeping in. I love it all.

bad-ass

Being a badass.... Owned.

she...

The end of her adventure

dead sexy

Sexy.

cars

doof

Bike adventurererer..

storm

Bike adventures

lonesome rode

Bike adventures

arg.

Bike adventures

is it soup yet?

When you know its soup...

punch cute little animals in the face

So... I am frustrated to the point of wanting to punch cute little animals in the face over and over again...

ass finger

So not happy

soon after this picture was taken... I had a mans finger up my ass... yeah.

Dr... Dr.... give me the moves...

Dr office.... Yay.

systematization

And now...

artard.

Going to quick care for my stomach.

life could be a dream sweetheart....

My son rocks.

for all these reasons and more...

yeah... I love the little monster.

Captain PirateFace

Don't get it...

I dont get it