I close my ears and hear the sound of the blood pumping in my veins.
I hear a low muffled cry, a soft and covered sobbing...
coming from my own stupid mouth.
My eyes close cutting off tear trails as they lazily fall from my face and into my soul.
Stupid loving heart.
You can see she doesn't really exist.
But you stumble blindly forward grasping and reaching for that moment...
where she loves you with but a touch.
But she is transparent... she isn't real.
Loving a ghost.
I sit on the shore watching for my ship to finally come in and take me away...
On rough waters I watch as my ship sinks in the darkness in sight of land...
as my heart takes the plunge.
Beating until it bursts.
bursting with raw emotion
her kiss is a tangle of tongue and love
she is my poison
and I drink fully and willingly.
She is my hopes and dreams
she is my downfall.
at least it will last a little while...