and on and on and on and on and on and on.....

I can only update at me madre's for the time being as I have no internets.

Love

Captain PirateFace

she knows the night

and it is affecting her mood.
she smiles slight and evil and sarcasm drips from her every word.
Blank stares past my skin, blood and bones.
Through my soul...

and I know she really see's me.
Her touch is ice

just like that stare

just like that soul.

she is the only woman I have ever truly deserved.
Evil and cruel

and dying for the oppertunity to make me feel it all.







And I don't know this reality anymore

tiger cats eating my brain

scratching and

pickin.
I stand in a candel lit bathroom

smelling her perfume, her scent

all while missing her

(and realize it's actually creepy to be doing this)
This makes me laugh out loud

as I write these silly damn words.
I want to high 5 everyone on earth.
I want to kiss soft lips and feel the bulge grow in my pants.
It's raining now and things feel hopefull.

I hope.

Love, Guts and a fucked up raw piece of steak.

Captain PirateFace

Atomic Cowboy

Oh Atomic Cowboy
You ride on through the night
Oh Atomic Cowboy
You stay brightly lit by the radiation.
Oh Atomic Cowboy
Even you horse is hardcore
not slightly bothered by an atomic blast.
Oh Atomic Cowboy
Keep kickin' up dust trails pardner!

Don't stare at me bastard.

she looked at me and winked.
I winked back smooth as can be...

"I got a nervous tick you insensitive fuck!

Don't stare at me bastard!"

I thought to myself...

"my bad".

where have all the gentlemen gone?

All the woman huddled together crying and sobbing

longing for the days of opened doors and

surprise flower deliveries.

all the boys grow up fierce and cruel and eager for the taste

of blood.

The men too damn lazy to teach them how to

care.
I open the door for her, she walks past me ghostly and beautiful...

and doesn't even fucking say thank you.

Captain PirateFace

damn I have missed the hell out of writing.

hello how ya been?

Been focusing on life lately, got a car. getting new apartment.
Things have been rough but good.


should have some new poems for ya tomorrow night as I have been writing again.



yay.



miss you all

captain pirateface