Count Cool Rider!

He is going to be at this! I am totally going!

For those that don't know who "Count Cool Rider" was...
and this is what he be doin' ----> now and now

Captain PirateFace

Some days.... are just... Awesome.

Some days.... are just... Awesome.
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Just shut up....stupid...



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I looked into the dark

I looked into the dark with my eyes closed shut. I didnt see nightmares this time. Just beautiful dreams
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My scent..

Gothic church yo.
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Me...tired...

Feeling defeated.
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Uh oh..

Rawking the eff out to cudi on blast yo.

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do you ever walk alone? like a drifter in the dark...

by the way....


who the hell are you people?






















and now...

some shite trying desperately to pass as poetry and whatever...






Precious Moments (yes it's a tongue in cheek title)


She captures the moments
in my heart
in her voice
in her kiss that screams "I love you!"
she is mastered beauty...
like an angel plucked from the stars.
She inspires gooey love poems from
cantankerous middle aged men.
Falling in love with her..
second after second after second.


And I can finally breath a bit easier again.








Smiling and Grinning like an idiot.


People look at me
and think...
"Moron"
"Why is he smiling?"
"That guy looks like a grinning idiot.."
and on and on and on...


But when she is with me hand in hand or arms entwined...
They understand.
The just hate me all the more...
and I love it.












Burning a bit
(For the Cowan Kids)


so they look to me for guidance..
and I give great advice.
A modern day Aesop.
But I cannot "hear" a word I "say".
well...
can't live it.

Big Mouth.
Big Actions.
Little Backbone.
Little Courage.
Big Heart.
Big Love...

Am I winning or losing?

I inspire and get inspired, and see the good 
in children people love to hate...
children.


I hope I am doing right by them.
I hope I am guiding them to the light and not the fire....
























Love Captain PirateFace

I have a deep seeded feeling that today is gonna suck...


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Ow...
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Heart of a (toothless) lion

the toothless lion gums his food never realizing he will never tear flesh, never gnash his teeth again..

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...

Blah. This halloween mask has served its purpose! NOW TAKE IT OFF

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Uno

Singular asian!

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Uh oh!

Asians!

 a plethora of them!!!

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Hardly working

And... I get to enjoy watching him puke vodka and vomit into the trash can a mere few feet away.. Yep.
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working hard

So... Right now... At this moment i am babysitting a sixteen year old kid who is faded drunk and puking.

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Good morning

Monday... You look kinda pretty.


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My sexy breakfast...

Stop the droolin fellas... Made with love by Briana..

The Captain knows about "Night Terror's"....

                     So... can't sleep... i wonder why??? oh i know....

Sometimes i think restlessness and insomnia and night terrors is just a way of purging the bullshit in my mind.
my insecurities, my failings, my nerves... all peeled away layer by layer... i just hope i turn out okay when i run out of layers... :)


Played in the rain with my boy tonight... what a cool little man... he is getting bigger and smarter by the day.. makes me feel a wee bit older... and so proud that such a dumb bastard such as i can have a hand in creating the coolest little boy on the planet... your kids are all cool and all but mine.... "Badass"   ;) ;)


       Hey! Here's some Rentals! 

          into the shallow

as we embrace and sink into the mire

we connect and break god's contract

moving into one another as a new life

a new breed

always in love

always in rapture...

scars

i got some

deep ones

i have a thick one on my chest...

from the time i plunged a pocket knife that i got for my birthday into my breastbone..

or the one the crazy 7th grade girl gave me when i was in eighth grade 

on my arm with a piece of broken glass...

because i broke up with her friend.

or the dog bite

or the self mutilation

or the drunken fistfights

or the bike wrecks 

or beatdowns 

or whatever...

i hope i never get another scar again in my life.

quick like a bunny

as we get ourselves into various...

shenanigans...

we must live to love

and breath

and sex it up

and be god damn bunnies once in a blue moon!

quick!

...like a bunny....

(with much respect to Hunter S. Thompson) 

so what do you think my chances are of getting back to sleep hmmmm????

astounding

the darkness and fog lifts

the abandon heart beats once again
and the blood is pumping into the veins

making this old beast howl at the stars again

she touches my hand and i fall away

into a place where only she can find me..

Okay... really gonna try and sleep now... Goodnight and sweet dreams!

Love,

Captain PirateFace 

and then back to work on Monday...

oh... and give yerself a treat and go check out http://www.isthishyperrealofficial.com Pretty Boss yo!

Ghost of me

Yeah... Insomnia...

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