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Friday, July 06, 2012

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

R.I.P. Babygirl

So.. my mom had to bring Babygirl (one of our cats) to the vet yesterday to be put down... as I have known and hung out with Babygirl since I was fourteen this makes me very sad. But she was old and she was suffering. Today explained to Gabriel with my mom that Babygirl is gone and in Heaven now... he took it well and said he will miss her. Me too.

She loved music, as we soon found out after adopting her many years ago. If there was a stereo rocking... there she would be grinning ear to ear and purring up a storm... and she hung out with me allot through my teenage years (and should be given a medal just for that!) And would bite me all to hell and tear me up with her back claws when I was brave enough to try and touch her butt... she hated that. She was my listener when I would shed teenage tears over silly teenage bullshit and when she wanted to lay with you... a very soft and sweet cuddler.

I love you Babygirl... you grumpy old bitch! ;-)
I will miss you as you were a great kitty and spectacular friend. Till we meet again... and yes.. I am going to "Cat Heaven".

Johnny

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Tuesday, June 12, 2012

i am nobodies favorite person

I wish I was... but nobody will ever love me like I loved them.

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one day i won't be here anymore

..and one day you may be sorry when I am gone.

How else is it supposed to end?

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solo

Fuck it. I don't need you. I don't need her. I don't need them. I don't need mommy and daddy either. Fuck everybody kindly.

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sad thinker

I am a sad thinker.

I want to have peace and stop the frowning and the heartache.
I want to stop being beaten down and always wrong.

I want to turn away from the darkness.

I want to make everyone know the love I have for them.

I want to stop these thoughts that tear into me.
I want to become the end of the story.

I want no more opposition.
I want no more dread.

I want to stop feeling so damn sad.
I want out.

I want out now.