The best thing about life, Is knowing you put it together

"They look like big strong hands... don't they?"

Water rolls down the skin like tiny beads..
Eyes close so that they might see.
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This sun is a star in someone else's sky
Illum tangendo (touching him)
This moon is making someone cry...
Illum tangendo (touching him)

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"

Captain PirateFace say's "Ahoy!"
Updated by, Captain PirateFace

This is not an Exit

Never Say Die!!!





























"the tigers have found me
and I do not care."

Charles Bukowski



there is no fear here

there is no fear here
there is a fear here

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Just in case I don't get to say it later. Love you all. have a safe and happy new year. I will be spending my new years kiss with my dreammgirl. See ya next yr!

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Thanks mom and dad..... really.... not that my holidays couldn't have gotton more fucked. Thanks for messing it all up.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Maniac


(2/2) ;-)
Love, Captain PirateFace
(1/2) And without sounding like a dick... I hope the holidays treat you all well... and if not well at least gently.
Life isn't shit all the time... just most

Friday, December 23, 2011

People ask why I take so long in the restroom. Sometimes its panic attacks... sometimes crying... sometimes it feels like the only safe place I know.
Wish I could stop crying.

Monday, December 05, 2011

(2/2) weep like a little boy...

Captain Pirateface

(2/2) weep like a little boy...

Captain Pirateface

(1/2) I give up. You win sadness.... you win. I picked an enemy I could not beat.


No grown man should feel this sad so often.

No grown man should have to

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Anybody remember this place?

The hunchback

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I dont know how much more i can take...

I dont know how much

I dont know how much more i can take...

Here is an honest try....

Have a good Wednesday.... I will give it my best.

The Captain

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

The place i realized that everyone lies and is selfish. People are mean. adults screw up kids. That i will always look for the good in everything and always.... Always end up let down and dissapointed. I can only make me better... Nobody else... With the exception of my son. I can make me better and the better i am and be. Of corse. come the more it will hurt when i get stabbed in the back or lied to or taken advantnage of. And it will happen again and again and again... I just realized this just here and just now at this place.

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Monday, October 24, 2011

"Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad."

How can you save me when you can't save yourself?

"nothing can save
you
except
writing.
it keeps the walls
from
failing."

Charles Bukowski