A villain i am

Dropping atom bombs
And charm to kill
You don't know me
Your punk ass never will.
Gasoline courses through this blood
This nigga so tight
Your bitch ass can never get enough...
I sting like a deadly monster.
Keep you in suspense like an ill as constant.
Look in the eyes you can only see...
You have never met a devil quite like me.

Me

Captpirateface thunkin

Spirit animal

Cityhead

And he is off.

And it breathes

I have felt Heaven
and delivered Hell.
With these torn up hands.
These fragile feelers.
I have wiped away a thousand tears and felt warm fresh blood turn sticky and cold with these hands.
I have written hate filled diatribes with these hands and the most romantic love letters they will never read.
These hands are going back in their sheaths...
To hide away till they are needed again.

Solo meals for the slightly off

Eating at Applebee's is tasty and kind of depressing. Eh such is life.

Broken

Broken man

Blood on the fingers
Rape of the soul
Rotting heart
and sad eyes
A way to grieve
the death of love.
I have broken all my toys
and forgot how to play.

A loaded gun to my head called life.

who I am

I know who I am

Destructive warrior
Fallen hero
Fucked up aftermath
Brave mentor
Tragic comic waste
Beautiful soul
Ugly faced
Ready for battle
Ready for tears
I know who I am
Blood on the knuckles
Skidmarks on the heart
Ready for love
Desperate for touch
Smiling in the face of death
Crying in the arms of loneliness
I am John Robison
I am
Captain PirateFace

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a feeling of being me

Doom and gloom

Waiting for the static

The hum of confusion

The smell of woman

A close neck to kiss...

Dreams to crush

What have I become? 

I don't even know this stranger in the mirror...

who is robbing me of my soul.

loving her was easy cuz she's beautiful

So now I say...

Fuck that bitch.

Captain PirateFace

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back on the grid!

Got modern technology again!  The captain can now update anywhere.. be forwarned! Hehehehehehe

sanity

These days

I look at the scars on my hands
only half remembering the battles.
I stare in the mirror looking at the laughlines
and the little grey hairs that mix in with the brown.
I feel my age
I feel my heart
I feel I should put the pen down..
I am breathing in life
and
breathing out death
Smiling and crying inside at the same time
all the time.


Captain Pirateface


So? What defines sanity?
How often we are real and honest?
Or how often we fake it?

Cried in the shower this morning and couldn't figure out why.
Sane or insane?
Who fucking knows..

blah

I miss you.. whomever will love me.

Smiling
Getting tougherAnd I am gettingolderLaugh linesFrown linesThank God tears don't stainI am a professionalLoverLiarBullshitterFriendMentorAll these on any given day.Don't let the smile slip.Close the door before you cryYou big dumb foolAt the end of the day I hold myself closeAnd repeat..."It's going to be okay"And can't tell am I lying or telling the truth? 

Smiling

Smiling

Getting tougher
And I am getting
older
Laugh lines
Frown lines
Thank God tears don't stain
I am a professional
Lover
Liar
Bullshitter
Friend
Mentor
All these on any given day.
Don't let the smile slip.
Close the door before you cry
You big dumb fool
At the end of the day I hold myself close
And repeat...
"It's going to be okay"
And can't tell
am I lying or telling the truth? 

Wolves

My wolves are at me again

Tearing me up

Ripping out my guts

My insides

And people are finally paying for the show.

Bastards.

My blood is black and my heart still beats as it is swallowed whole.

My wolves are choking..

My wolves are still very hungry.

And the next day we repeat the process.

My wolves and I

Eating me up as I watch them eat 

Gladly feeding them forever and ever...

Captain PirateFace

Not a fibber! ;)

I swear, I will update this bitch! See, proof in the pudding.

Hello y wonderful people! Anybody still with me here? I have not abandoned you all nor have I abandoned Pornography on the radio... Just been off the grid for the last 6 months is all. no net. no phone. no cable. And I have come out with a new understanding of who I am... who Captain PirateFace is... I m a bad motherfucker and I m really starting to like me again... not "Love" but like.. small steps baby small steps.

so..

what up dog?

Tomorrow night... new poetry. no fucking joke.

Peace

Captain Pirateface