"I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often." — Charles Bukowski (Tales of Ordinary Madness)
I have stopped talking to the girl I have fallen harder for than any other. I miss her so much... and she doesn't even care. The days are long and only set to get longer... I wish she would love me still.
Captain pirateface
Why is it the women who fall in love with me end up hating me? Am I that fucking terrible?
So... I am about to throw away what I so badly want the most. I would have loved you forever Marilyn.
I would have given you my heart.
Captain pirateface
Walking backwards and in circles again.
Bloody footprints to show where I have been.
I have no hand to hold as I slowly shuffle off to oblivion.
No lips to kiss when the bombs go off.
No lover to hold when I am scared of the things I cannot control.
she isn't even thinking about you anymore.
She doesn't want you.
Yeah... I know.
Captain Pirateface
