"I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often." — Charles Bukowski (Tales of Ordinary Madness)
That was some pretty personal shit.
ReplyDeleteYour a ballsy man John Robison.
It's the God's honest truth that every damn one of your poems inspire me. I look up to you buddy, as a friend and as an equal. Your inclusion in my life has made me stronger and you are a huge part of who I am.
So much so that when you say things like "nobody truly loves me but my son." Well... I know what you are getting at...
....
But it still makes me want to kick you in the nuts.
People suck. If they think they are better than you, just try to imagine what they must be covering up.
ReplyDeleteSheri
If you were here, walking outside in ur underwaer would make ur boys crawl back inside your body. I think u should have a bigger bathroom if ur gonna spend so much time in it.Wine is good, gives me the giggles. Which is hard to do these days.
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For the record, I knew about your snoring. *giggle*
ReplyDeleteI think your smile is adorable, but even though you are smiling so much in that second video, I can tell you are sad. You look TREMENDOUSLY sad. :(
I really, really, REALLY hope things start looking way up for you soon. Id give up any bit of happiness I have if it would make you truly happy for a day. I swear it.
I could totally find out where you live by that first video, by the way. :P
I just might stalk you. Bwahahaha!
I kid, I kid.
I demand more videos from you. Maybe some happier ones in the future. ;)
<3 ~ Jenna