Hey Beautiful....
just wanted to say that to somebody... anybody.
it's been a while.
take it as you will.......
Breathing in rhythm
Gently.
I fell gently into confusion and hoped to be there forever,
but sadly was pulled back.
i am not too ashamed to say that i am scared.
All i see now is the swallowing dark in my head whenever i close my eyes.
and i am afraid.
i stretch out my fingers feeling the air for tension.
feeling the world around me.
living and moving
dying and rotting
just like me
when the clouds obstruct the sun and the world turns grey
i smile and wait patiently for rain
waiting for these strange and terrible things to leave me
so when i finally tell you "i love you"...
you will know i mean it.
I am moving on to no place in particular
as the dust blows around abandoned desert towns forever and ever.
Feel
To touch and know
embrace
hold kiss
love
and when there is an absence of these
i
wither
fade
lose.
I felt like waving
so now...
this little...
ninja.
zombie hunter.
superhero.
comes running at me full speed grinning from ear to ear...
my little boy.
my Gabriel.
He wraps his arms around me,
and hugging my son back...
the bad feelings dissipate.
when I am with my son nothing else matters.
It all falls away and the sun rises in my heart.
Love...
and you know I truly love you all.
Captain PirateFace
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