"I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can't feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often."
— Charles Bukowski (Tales of Ordinary Madness)
Monday, January 28, 2008
past-present-what future?
So, This is what was happening before....
And this is the day of my failure in trying out for school police... "WARNING: Very melow dramatic"
and this is rain on a security cam in Las Vegas...
O.k. SO I didn't listen to your video blog after ur tryout. I know how that went. Bastards. But let me just say the 1st one, made my night. As the sleeping pills are kicking in, I am praying i'm typing the right words. 1 - Gina being a witch -hahahaha, that would be cool. Eventaully those salads won't be so bad. I have been running, I want to die or throw up everytime. But my fat ass isn't gonna get skinnier. I am stealing Dr. Cox motto from scrubs. Always hate yourself and work hard to look better. Becasue if you like yourself you'll get lazy and stop working. Then it will have all been for nothing. 2- SUPER MODEL - WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO TAKE IT OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O.k. SO I didn't listen to your video blog after ur tryout. I know how that went. Bastards. But let me just say the 1st one, made my night. As the sleeping pills are kicking in, I am praying i'm typing the right words. 1 - Gina being a witch -hahahaha, that would be cool. Eventaully those salads won't be so bad. I have been running, I want to die or throw up everytime. But my fat ass isn't gonna get skinnier. I am stealing Dr. Cox motto from scrubs. Always hate yourself and work hard to look better. Becasue if you like yourself you'll get lazy and stop working. Then it will have all been for nothing. 2- SUPER MODEL - WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO TAKE IT OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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